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					 I remember him the first time I saw himhis tall frame crouched over a cup of coffee
 his long black hair hanging down in his face
 his black leather over blue denim open, showing white t-shirt
					beneath
 my breath caught
 it was January
 
 I remember him when I met himhe came on bold then turned shy
 he knew what he wanted, but feared the words to ask
 he asked me what I wanted, I used the words--fist, ass
 he feigned shock and roared away on his bike
 it was May
 
 I remember him the first time I took himrelaxed, he lay back, hungry for the touch
 I gentled my slick fingers into him, patiently making my entry
 amazed, he arced his body up, driving my hand deeper
 I looked up the length of his bas-relief body to his face, lit
					with wonder and joy
 it was June
 
 I remember him the last time I took hima hot night, his hair sweat-plastered to the hard plates of his
					chest
 his face, his body--tight, telegraphed need
 I opened him and he thrust back, encompassing my arm
 sweat streamed down his face, his mouth hung open in a silent
					howl
 "make it hurt," he commanded--I obeyed
 it was August
 
 I remember him the last time I saw himhis wild eyes tried to trap me
 over the edge, I thought
 "never again," I told him,
 "your want is too extreme"
 it was December
 
 Flashes of his hunger still haunt me,one year past.
 
 April, June, August, 1992   Copyright 1992 (c) by RedRight@Winternet.com
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